its been awhile...

hey family! i have no idea how long its been since i blogged. anywhere.
i thank God, for EVERYTHING!

the day b4 camp, i didnt know wad was goin on, i just got very angry, and i didnt wanna go for camp cos i thot it was crap. but i just randomly opened my bible and came to Mark 6:31 "...Come with me to by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest."
cos the words we're in red, it just stood out and it caught my eye. now when im writing this then i realise how long the verse is.

i learnt alot from the camp reali. the night walk especially. it made me realise how reali blinded we are. what are we reali goin through, in the spiritual world, there will be...things, beings, circumstances that will attempt to bring you away from the faith, lead you away from the pack. i realised how vulnerable we reali are, how easily swayed, and though how easy it may seem to say "no", but it is always difficult. also, the searching for stuff in mushy God-knows-what is in the container and rolling in the sand and stuff, i thought and i realised, sometimes when we are searching in the abyss, amongst a load of unknown stuff, we need to trust Him, to protect us, and when goin through rough patches we know God will bring us through.

i missed the morning, so the afternoon was the water fight, it was fine, though i got salt water in my eyes and it stung, it was nice.. NOT! lolz. eh that was fun. LDP skills did come in.
WATER BOMB BATTLE! fun but i got one handful with sand in it.. not nice..

at night, the ministry was powerful. it was like, the beginning of the things that were to come.

sat. prelude.. Ran the race, 13 laps, 13 souls, my 12 that are to come.

the following, the break that i was waiting for. DEVASTATION.. but isit? no...

training went fairly well, everything was good, then, i broke down, then, was picked up, like Isiah 40:31 "those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They shall soar on wings like eagles, they shall run and not grow weary, they shall walk and not be faint". i took that, and i soared. but now, after i soared, i seem to crash down again. oh Lord help me, SAVE ME! "my God is Mighty to Save, He is Mighty to Save!"

on Sunday, the service, it broke me. the dude that prayed for me, didnt even ask me why was i up there. the Lord really wanted to minister, to heal. my house is like, sorta in a mess? sth i cant reali publish, but yar.. there is a rough patch at home.. do ppl get more n more naggy when the age? perhaps, mayb i should do my EE on this.

wa.. i reali talk alot when i wanna.. lolz.. haha.. catch up with u guys sometime.. due to work, i cant come for cell.. im sorry..

I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORK!