im stressed..
but tts nth i cant handle..
nth..
yeah..

i'll drop dead from exhaustion in this life..
and rise on high for the rest of eternity..

scrabble Photos

LOOK at the mess .

ME finish the game with the victory won yeah

I could not win but they were there to support me.

Like to thank the people who prayed for me.

Will tell you all when is the finals.

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Hey guess what been waiting very long for the result and finally
today my cca teachers sms me saying...........
We are in the finals after so much hard work
our efforts indeed paid off. Just nonething to say
so so happy happy. Thank you lord for being there
for me. I am ready for the finals

Having another competition on 9 june
last day of youth camp. From 8 to 5 thats very long
that mean have to leave camp on friday i will miss the fun.
shawn

I never know how to love

I never realised how poor I am in the spirit. But now I can begin to understand God’s heart of compassion. Indeed I felt really touched, especially by the prayer to set lives free from the performance trap. The Lord has set me from all the burdens and pressures of ministry. I’ve felt so pressurized to perform, so lousy when others are growing faster than me (and some without much effort), and so lonely in all the struggles I face. Today I felt that He’s come and taken all these away. I went to the altar and found a person kneeling and crying before the Lord. I felt so moved in my heart as I ministered to him. What touches me the most was I felt like it was not me, but God who was hugging him and speaking to him. It was amazing. And I felt so blessed. For once, I felt really blessed from the bottom of my heart to be able to minister and cry with somebody. I felt so moved by God’s heart. I see that helping others is really not a very difficult thing to do – it’s just how I approach it.

And I realized my heart has grown so cold towards the lost. I used to help a number of people to fix computers. Through such experiences, I’ve learnt that many were still very unfamiliar with computers despite us being such a technologically advanced society. So when people found out I can fix and do IT stuff, they’ll often ask me for help with their home computers. There were times when I felt so harassed (you see, sometimes after you fix something, esp pcs, they give you problem again; sometimes the problem is big, sometimes its trivial, but I always get it). I paid with my own money, my own energy and my own time. None of these people I’ve helped have come to know the Lord. I felt like it’s a waste of time and resources, and so I got discouraged. I told God I never want to help anybody with IT again.

But God gave me a new heart. God told me: freely you have received, freely give. Jackie Pulinger told me to use up my manna because it won’t last overnight. I’ve come to understand that helping people doesn’t mean they’ll change. We give because Jesus gave! We have nothing to lose. That’s why I’m so touched. That’s why I thank God today that He’s come and He’s changed everything. I HAVE BEEN SET FREE!!

And I’ve understood:

That no matter how poor or in need I am, there’ll always be someone poorer than I.

That’s because even if I lose everything, I’ll still have Jesus.

For whoever tries to save his own life will lose it. But whoever loses his life for him shall find it.



In His love,
roar